Friday, November 16, 2007

je me demande, pour quand le preservatif ecolo? peut-etre existe-til d autres materiaux susceptibles de se degrader dans la nature.

pourquoi que le fabricant de preservatif se decharge du role qu’il doit avoir (le recyclage de son produit) en donnant le cancer aux populations habitants aux alentours des incinerateurs. s il ne sait pas comment le recycler, il peut faire un produit biodégradable .

quand on aura plus d arbres, qu on vivra dans nos detritus (comme dans certains pays ou c est deja le cas) et que l air qu on respire ne sera plus qu une epaisse fumee emanant des incinerateurs, on sera bien avance NOUS humain sur la planete Terre.

pour citer Bernard Werber les hommes ne sont ni des anges, ni surtout des dieux, encore que la part du divin soit inscrite en chacun de nous...

photo du jour

Petit Annonce

jeune femme, recherche une relation durable avec un partenaire, un ami, un amant, un confident que defend le respect de l’environnement, la pratique du bio, du commerce equitable, des droits de l’homme et la paix mondiale, je crois que c'est difficile mais possible, de trouver quelqu'un de bien, de sincere et qui a des interets semblables. on aurait tort de croire que se mettre en couple c’est rajouter l’autre dans son univers et rester soi meme, l’alchimie en couple consiste a se mettre en mouvement, il faut accepter de changer, de s’adapter, c’est le couple lui-meme qu’il faut considerer comme un ecosysteme.si tu arrives a remplir ces conditions, le jeu sera interessante ;o)

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

photo du jour

this kitty is so relaxed, i push the camera to her face and poke her and whatnot and she just strikes a pose for the cameragirl, she's just a wonderful model ;o)
interesting to think its already november. the year has gone fast. i have some personal tasks i have set myself... but so far ive been too lazy. just a couple emails here and there, aaaaanyway i feel okay. listening to.
my computer almost died last night...or so it seemed. i do need to replace my laptop (well, this thing is like 5 yrs old which is a reputable age for a computer) for a new one (and this time it will not be a laptop), because:

. there are less options in memory and other components and harder to switch them later (more expensive too?)

. i really dont care how big my computer is, its my baby and its allowed to take space.

. i want a zillion gigabytes of hardrive INSIDE the computer, not as some extra boxes hanging outside.

. i cannot keep laptops as cool and quiet as desktops, as i can install all kinds of special shit and quiet fans.

. i need some 8 USB connections at least.

. i cant switch keyboards in a laptop and i'm dreaming about one of these.

. i NEED a BIG really FUCKIN GREAT monitor for photo editing and even if i never take another photo i want it and need it!

but i still havent checked my bank account to see if this is realistic at all, what strikes me as unrealistic is buying a new computer which i think would cost around 1500e ...

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Pointe de Dinan

Ce moment magique!


Monday, November 12, 2007

What Kind of Reader Are You?

gotoquiz found this Quiz today...

it looks like i'm an obsessive-Compulsive Dedicated Reader... well, i find this results quite accurate, at the moment, i'm in the middle of a few novels, 1 non-fiction book, and one of those classics i've always meant to get to. I AM a book addict, but i definitely don't read to impress others.
What Kind of Reader Are You?
Your Result: Literate Good Citizen

You read to inform or entertain yourself, but you're not nerdy about it. You've read most major classics (in school) and you have a favorite genre or two.

Dedicated Reader
Obsessive-Compulsive Bookworm
Book Snob
Fad Reader
Non-Reader
What Kind of Reader Are You?
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Friday, November 9, 2007

photo du jour

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i've been thinking of relationships and stuff. we avoid situations, or engagements, that could cause us harm, in other words, pain. i think i'm rational, but with people i'm all about emotions, i simply cannot base my decisions on sense, i am forced to go with what i feel like.

obviously, sometimes going with feelings rather than brain causes extra pain. but, isn't it so that we only feel bad if there was a counter emotion? such as positive expectations, positive experiences... anything with endorphin. you feel bad after being cheated by your bf/gf because you loved them and trusted them. can someone whom you don't care about hurt you? i doubt it, not much anyway. we feel heartbroken because we first feel in love. the negative cannot appear without the positive. the same goes for friendships and all.

in addition, cheating is more common that people would like to think. either that or i just always end up talking with 'cheaters'. i think people divide themselves in 2 categories, those who cheat and those who don't. but i don't agree, anyone might do it, not all do, but i think most end up cheating in their lifetime. the problem is, cheating is considered 'really fuckin bad' and while i agree it's not nice, there must be something natural to it because it occurs so often.

obviously there's a time for everything and everything comes to an end. i think something came to an end and i suppose i'm glad it did. it's so hard to let go and i admit i'm not good at that, i should be grateful if someone does it for me. horrible to admit i'm feeling really good... i wish i could remember this time and these days later on... life is rarely this easy. am i on drugs?

aaaaaaanyway, i found good music today and i'm not busy with anything, no responsibilities... nobody expecting anything from me. what else can you ask for? a good photo... i shouldn't have asked myself that.

Wednesday, November 7, 2007

Pologne

Wroclaw, Varsovie, Cracovie

Tuesday, November 6, 2007

my head is empty. i slept perhaps 3 hours last night, which was my own fault of course... the workday lasted forever and then i got really pissed off, someone got on my nerve, and was pushing me. i felt like saying fuck off but of course i didn't. i was all normal and said something else and hit my head to the wall while saying it.

i always behave a certain way in this certain situation and it annoys me, i can see those situations coming from far away and i know exactly how its going to end. well, its nothing that kills me, maybe i'll learn some discipline from this or something... because the consequences of what i say are annoying and long lasting.

i am tired and dont want to do anything when i have a zillion things to do. aaaaaanyway. i think im a bit stressed. this afternoon i broke into a helpless cry when the phone rang as i didnt want to answer it. clearly thats when i knew i need a sedative and maybe therapy too, but now, thanks to not going to work, i feel much better. now im totally exhausted. long day need to sleep.

Sunday, November 4, 2007

Pont Aven

Paradis des artistes sur les bords de l'Aven, où Gauguin peignit son fameux tableau "Les galettes de Pont Aven" une histoire d'amour avec les peintres et ses nombreuses galeries d'art, çà a été un coup de coeur, que de bons souvenirs.

Thursday, November 1, 2007

Projet Halloween

Mon projet de recherche La mort porte sur Les Fleurs du mal de Charles Baudelaire. Je crois qu' il recherche la dualité, les extrêmes et aime les confronter pour voir ce qui en sort, il sait que la réalité n'existe que par le regard que nous portons sur elle, et c'est, à mon avis, la base de son travail d'artiste assez perturbant. Je crois aussi que c'est la force vitale qui jaillit malgre tant de souffrance qui nous amane a accepter le fait que la mort ce n'est pas un sujet tabou mais que cela fait partie de la vie. Quand on perd un etre cher, une partie de nous est arrachèe et on ne peut pas y echapper, c'est tres dure. Je crois que les gens resterent dans nous memoires grace a son humanite. Tout le monde morre, rien ne nous rapproche plus que notre mortalite commun.
model: Olivier

Halloween Project

Les fleurs du mal - Baudelaire
L'héautontimorouménos
....
Je suis de mon coeur le vampire,
- Un de ces grands abandonnés
Au rire éternel condamnés,
Et qui ne peuvent plus sourire !





model: Olivier